NILISHA

Kyn mujhe ab tum sata rhe ho…

Kyn ..Tum mere sapno me ana nhi chodoge na

Mujhe satana nhi chodoge na

Jb satana hi tha

To sang reh kr sata lete

Dur ja kr mujhe kyn sata rhe ho

Kyn bar bar mere sapno me aa ja rhe ho

Bas muskura k chale ja rhe ho

Na koi sawal ka jawab de ja rhe ho

Kuch bta hi jate

Mera dil bhi halka kr jate

Jb ate ho to smjha hi jate

apni bevafai ki wajah

Mera dil dukhane ki wajah

mujhe aise akela chod jane ki wajah

Aur bas itna ki tumhe isse mila kya

Kya tumhe koi sapne nhi ate

Jisme mere sawal tumhe nhi satate

Kya koi bhi yaad jhakjhor nhi deti

Tumhe aaina dekhne p majboor nhi krti

Ya itna kathor hriday h tumhara

Sb bisar gya jehan se tumhara

Wo tarkeeb mujhe bhi bta jate

Ye hissa mera bhi sang le jate…

Some days r miserable to remember

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Lost answers…

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Ho tum mere koi nhi…

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acha h cheeje yad nhi rhti tumko batein yad nhi rhti tumko ladti rhti thi mai hr us din k liye jo mujhe khas laga tha jaise tumhara mujhse phli bar milna phli bar door jana phli bar rona phli bar haq jatana phli bar pyar ka ikrar aur jb kiya tha phli bar tumhare ane ka lamba intezaar phli bar ankh band kr man li tumhari hr bat phli bar jb ahsas hua tum ho kuch khas phli bar jb tumhare liye ladi thi phli bar jb tumse bat kiye bina soyi thi phli bar jb tumne mujhe apni jan bulaya tha aur meethe shahad si ho tum ye keh kr bulaya tha phli bar jb tum karib the phli bar jb dil dhadkaya tha apni safed shirt se mera man dagmagaya tha jb bheed me tham liya tha tumne mera hath ki darwaje p kyn ho niharti rasta mera mai to aauga hi is raah chahe thodi der hi ho jaye jb mandir me tumhare sath maine sir jhukaya tha mannat me tera sang hi mujhe bhaya tha bina bole hi smjhne lage the tum jb mere man ki bat tbhi phli bar ye dar bhi dil me aya tha ki tum agar nhi rhe ye hath thamne ko mujhe hasane ko mere dard mitane ko mere bure sapno k bad mujhe thapthapate ko ye btane ko ki sb thik hoga mai hu na aur wo phli bar jb tum mujhse

jeevan ka itna bada jhuth bol gye

jisne jamin tk hila di meri

Aur mere man me hazaro me se phla sawal

Kya ispe khada kiya tha maine mere sapno ka mahal

Aur ret si bikhar gyi hr aas hr phla ahsaas phla pyar phla dhoka dil k karib hota h aur mujhe to adat thi hr cheej jo tumse judi thi use dil me chupane ki tum nhi to tumhari likhi batein hazar bar padne ki tumhare geet gungune ki tumhari tasveer ko seene ae laga k sone ki is ummeed me ki ek din ye intezar khtm hoga aur tum hoge mere karib hamesha k liye kbhi na mujhse dur jane k liye par kismat bhi khel khel gyi mere sath jisse wafa nibhayi thi usi ne bewafai ka zor se tamacha mar mujhe sikha diya phla dhokha phla ghav phla badlav kbhi bhi aa skta h insan kbhi bhi badal skta h phli yad achi aur buri dono ho skti h na ab haste banta h na rote acha h tumhen kuch yad nhi rhta tha aur mai bewajah hi jhagad pdti thi ye puchti rhti thi btao to jara aj kya h kya kuch yad h ya bhul gye aur ab sawal ye h kya mai aj tumhein yad hu ya wo bhi bhul gye ek biti sham ki tarah jiski shayad koi ahmiyat hi na thi..